That night, Liora dreamed —
or perhaps the dream chose her
because she had brushed too close
to the hinge of necessity.
She found herself in a corridor
built from unfinished moments,
its walls flickering with
all the things that might have happened
but never made it as far as phenomenon.
The air smelled faintly of
ink that had not yet learned its alphabet.
At regular intervals
stood tall glass panels,
and inside each one
floated a version of Liora:
not false,
not alternate,
but adjacent.
Some held their breath;
some whispered words
no one had decided yet;
some carried faint traces
of events that had almost occurred.
Liora walked slowly,
realising she was moving through
the side-effects
of her own thought.
She stopped at one panel.
Inside it, she saw
the moth-being
still frozen —
not suffering,
not trapped,
but held in semantic suspension,
as if waiting to see
what she would now understand.
The adjacent-Liora in the panel
looked up,
not panicked,
but curious in a quieter way
than Liora remembered ever being.
“Did it hurt?”
Liora asked.
Panel-Liora shook her head
with the calmness of
someone who had learned
from the future of a moment
that had not yet fully started.
“It didn’t hurt,” she said,
“but it stopped becoming.”
The corridor rippled.
Liora felt an ache
that didn’t belong to regret,
but to recognition:
she had not damaged the world —
only paused its unfolding.
Panel-Liora leaned closer until
the two versions were
almost face-to-face.
“It’s not wrong to wish
to know more,”
she whispered,
“but knowledge is not the prize
of holding,
only the by-product of willingness.”
The corridor walls
exhaled in agreement.
Liora closed her eyes
and released the version of herself
who needed certainty
before wonder.
When she opened them again,
the panels softened
into gentle colour
and began dissolving
into possible dawn.
As the corridor faded
back into sleep’s remainder,
she heard her own voice
from nowhere in particular:
“Meaning is not kept safeby staying —only by continuing to become.”
She woke with tears
that did not taste like sorrow,
but like unlearned water.
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